peatrie

1. My new job isn't working out. I enjoy working there, I'm very good at what I do, but they promised me full time hours and they are slowly giving me less and less. I cant afford to pay rent or even eat. Looks like I'm going to have to go find a second job. I'm kind of stressed about the whole thing only because every damn thing costs money and there just isn't any. It's kind of scary. This is the first time I've been doing everything all on my own, living in a new city. I'm pretty strong though and I will find a way to make things work out. I just have to make sure and stay positive.
2. My main squeeze gets back from Australia in 6 days. I can't fucking wait. My goodness I miss him so much, he has been gone for a very long time. Thankfully time has sort of flown by. But still. I'm sure some of you can relate. He's an important part of my life and having him not around just feels weird.
3. I've been a little bit unmotivated lately (maybe because boy is gone..I dunno) but I've spent all my days off just laying on the couch all day. That is no good. So today I'm searching out some adventure plans and I'm going to go enjoy the sun. After ofcourse I write this blog, drink my coffee and listen to a bit of the Jason Ellis show.
4. I'm really hoping my mum has saved up enough money to come visit me in July or maybe August. I miss her more than anything and I can't wait to show her my new life here. The only issue with the whole thing is that she still doesn't know about about few of these piercings and most of all the tattoo on my arm. It's really going to upset her and I just don't want to do that to my mother. I will figure it out.
5. Ok, time to go enjoy the city and the sunshine. <3