peart28

So I've noticed three ways I treat and get treated by the women around me and I think I need to fix some of it

1. Women I know the most and the longest and care the most about I get the least affection and least social contact with. These are women who won't hug me or very rarely be seen in public with me. But they are the most vocal most jealous and most protective of me amungst any other women. I see them the least.

2. Women who show a little interest in me, and who I'm falling in love with. I'm terriefied of. I'm afraid to touch, show affection and I hide my feelings. These are girls who will ask me out, tell me sweet things, sometimes we'll have dates. But I'm always afraid to show physical affection or contact.

3. Women I know the least but am aquainted with. These women show me the most affection and love. They hug me every time they see me, I'm not afraid of kissing them on the cheek to great them or to say good bye. These women are very loving, and cuddily towards me, and usually we'll get into a drunken cuddle buddy situation if we're out at the bars at the same time. These are women i'd love to know more of but am afraid of turning them into either number 1 or number 2.