So I have been thinking about my job options. I need a better job. I need a better job fast! As it stand I make 10/h which is barely enough for one person. I am on the virge of collecting unemployment or welfare because of my other job that I lost well not lost I'm between assignments. But here are some other options I'm considering......
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So its lke 8:30 am and I'm not at my old job. Hizzah! oh wait I'm not making any money.... At least I have my university job, whch I'll be going to later. By the way would you like to take a survey?
Now that I reflect upon my job situation its nothing to be worried about. I wasn't fired from my previous job; (the...
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Now that I reflect upon my job situation its nothing to be worried about. I wasn't fired from my previous job; (the...
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xalicex:
that sucks about the money.....if only life didnt relvolve around it
phatlaces:
Dang, I've never had them take away money... but then again I've had jobs like that before where they told me "well if we don't have you come back from lunch we know whats up." LOL
I got my job back from Purdue. So now I have two jobs. A girl who I met when she was 15, 7 years ago has sort of indirectly asked me out. She's a waitress where I like to hang out sometimes and she told me she had to go run errands and work later and I mentioned I needed to run errands; get groceries....
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phatlaces:
Don't feel bad, I don't either apparently, and I have no real reason to be all paranoid about those things.
phatlaces:
Apparently according to a friend of mine I'm spitefull to guys - perhaps that's why they run. Although I don't agree. I just want to be treated like the queen I am - that's not asking too much. 
Its Friday. The weekend. I don't kno what to do with myself tonight. I havent' been in a social situation in months. i don't mind going to the bars but going alone is just well... I'm probably going to do laundry tonight as well. i look forward to relaxing on the weekends but I don't like being alone
xalicex:
get some good dvds and some good food....its the only way to spend a weekend alone.
Friday. Today I purchased the prestige on DVD. I've always had a fasacination with magic. In fact its been a small hobby of mine for most of my life. I'm going to a punk show tonight. I bought earplugs just in case. I also made 42 dollars yesterday in an econ experiment. Which was nice.
xalicex:
hope u enjoy the show!
i sooo cant wait for the new porcupine tree album!! the new stuff is amazing....they just keep getting better.....a total rarity!
i sooo cant wait for the new porcupine tree album!! the new stuff is amazing....they just keep getting better.....a total rarity!
Two new developments. Work is boring as usual. It is absolutely loverly out today and warm. Unsually warm but the melting of the ice cools everything off. I ran yet ANOTHER girl i know today. One I only see usually on the bus or here and there. She is a friend of my friend Cara. One time I was on the bus and this girl...
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Nothng new to report other than it is getting warmer.
xalicex:
send the warmth to me!!!!!! its freezing here!
have u seen the ads on this site?? porupine tree...new album our april 24th......cant wait!!
have u seen the ads on this site?? porupine tree...new album our april 24th......cant wait!!
I lead a boring vapid life. One I can't even talk about rationally without alienating people because they think I want pity. I don't. But they will form their own conclusions anyways. There is this illusion that I have friends. I don't. I just know alot of people who know my name.
Now when alot of people know your name other people see this and...
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Now when alot of people know your name other people see this and...
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er:
beware of running to a new place and hoping for a better life. do what you can to change your situation without having to start over. these people you sort of know--do you have any of their phone numbers? can you call them and say "listen, i was gonna go get a burger, do you have time for a quick lunch?" or something. be proactive.
also, are you in any support groups? either online or in real life? find people in similar (not necessarily the same diagnosis, but that'd be awesome) circumstances to see how other people deal. you seem like a nice kid. maybe make it clear that if anyone wants to ask questions, they can? i know you're comfortable and ok with that, but maybe they are afraid of offending you or whatnot?
in other words, since you are the one who wants things to be different, you need to be the one to make some first moves. ask people if they want to hang out. get "coffee" (i don't drink coffee so that always feels weird to say for me!). the worst thing they could say is "no." and then you ask somebody else!
also, are you in any support groups? either online or in real life? find people in similar (not necessarily the same diagnosis, but that'd be awesome) circumstances to see how other people deal. you seem like a nice kid. maybe make it clear that if anyone wants to ask questions, they can? i know you're comfortable and ok with that, but maybe they are afraid of offending you or whatnot?
in other words, since you are the one who wants things to be different, you need to be the one to make some first moves. ask people if they want to hang out. get "coffee" (i don't drink coffee so that always feels weird to say for me!). the worst thing they could say is "no." and then you ask somebody else!
xalicex:
i agree with every thing the girl above me said.
shes talking alot of sense
shes talking alot of sense
Its a blizzard warning in effect for today. My boss called this morning said if i wanted to stay home i could. There's supposed to be 12 inches or more of snow on the ground by tomorrow. I have to walk two or three blocks to get to the bus stop and I'm so bored I am thinking about gonig to work despite the drifting...
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phatlaces:
There is this thing call the computer and the internet. . . let them entertain you. Just think how many times I was at work playing on SG all day because I was bored at work.
phatlaces:
I'm not a huge fan of snow. But atleast you got a day off in the middle of the week. I hope you took advantage of it and enjoyed it.
snow snow go away come again some other day
phatlaces:
Is it still there?
xalicex:
you dont like snow?
I'm watching boxing helena. This weekend I sawt he Randies perform they were pretty good. I purchased their CD.
I am desperately searching for a sense of normalacy in my life. I want to experience all the things I cannot fathom. Here I am 28 and don't know what its like to have real bonds between other people. I have no real friends. Not even superficial ones. The ones who just basically know my name. I just made a bunch of mistakes and I...
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gentleman_loser:
Ive found hobbies can help..because you end up associating with people who have similar interests...and then friendships jcan just naturally "happen"...say, playing an instrument or amateur theatre or joining a homebrew club or a softball team olr whatever..No matter where you live there must be outlets like that.
Have you tried searching through online jobs listings for available positions wherever you're looking to move? I really think those are very tuned towards specific fields though and might not be viable for you.
Good luck.