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I have absolutely postivey no fucking clue what to do next in my life as it is. Here are the things I need.

a) Driver's License
b) Car
c) New job
d) apartment

I can't accomplish A because I work nights and my schedule doesn't mesh with driver's ed. In addition I cannot afford driver's ed at 200 dollars.

I can't accomplish B because I don't make enough money to say pay for insurance, gas, and plates.

I can't accomplish C because I have almost no education. From now on I will refer to the fact that I got an undergraduate degree as no education, nor will I apply to any job telling people this. I am so completely ashamed that I can't do a thing with my degree and that I have absolutely no skills.

I can't accomplish D because I can't accomplish all of the above.

I am so torn up about going back to college to get a real education this time. I do not know what I want to do. All I know is I need to know how to do something. The hardest part is there is absolutely no guarentee that it will help at all. That is what pisses me off about people in college now who are so full of themselves that they think what they're doing is in anyway important or relevant or will get them a good job instantly. I've still yet to see any empiracle proof that college accomplishes anything. But I don't know what else to do or where to go or how to do it.