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So I've come to the following conclusions.

1. I barely make enough money to be able to move out.
2. I'll never be able to go back to school.
3. I will most likely never be able to survive on my own.

to elaborate:

1. I make 7.50 an hour but I work 32 hours a week. I used to work 40. This has the same effect of reducing my income by 20% or to 6.00 an hour full time.

2. College, or profesional education to be more specific I am told will help my future. They told this lie to me about undergrad and that absolutely has not helped me a dime. So why go to graduate school? I dislike most subjects including what I majored in to get my degree, I don't see how a liberal arts masters degree is going to help a damn. Not to mention post-graduate work is a sham to get you to blow even more money on graduate work an din the end provide you with what? A utterly useless piece of paper, again! Sure I can go for personal enlightenment. But there is hope, my real motivation to go is to get out in the world see new places, and meet a nice woman but we all know that is just wishful thinking.

3. Ah so yes 6 dollars an hour doesn't cut it. And 200 a month student loans doesn't cut it either. Thanks Purdue. To surive on my own I need to have the following and make the following payments. I won't even include a car.

A home (rent: 500 a month)
Utilities (100 a month)
Food (100 a month)
Internet (20 a month)
Loans (200 a month)
Other Shit (80 a month)

So that makes it 1000 a month net I have to make after all taxes. So I wold have to make in any large city 12 to 20 an hour to be able to live. Of course this will mostly likely be alone and at a McJob and I know mcjobs don't pay that high. Everyone who reads this who has a career a life in a big city, has stuff to do, loved ones, should consider themself fortunate. Do I see any future in my life, no. Is there enough motivation to move out? Yes. Will it definately happen anytme soon....