Well it's too late. Three days till december. Looks like I won't be applying to graduate school anytime soon (if ever). Not like it would of helped any anyways. I'm still stuck in this tiny town, still under 7,000 people, still working security guard, I even worked thanksgiving morning and night. I won't make enough money any time soon to move out. I don't have enough experience even after I quit to get another job in any city. Oh I don't got the experience, references, inteligence to go to grad school anyways so I might as well forgot about trying. That wouldn't get me moved out fast enough, as if I was smart enough to pick a program anyways. Ah I love life, I love living at home, I love being 25 and dirt poor for the rest of my life. Isn't it grand?
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You will make enough to move and you will get another job, As a security guard somewhere else. Wouldn't you rather be a dirt poor security guard living on your own in some other ugly city?
You are only a year older than me and I make so little at my job that even with it I can qualify for welfare. I sweep for god sake. I clean VOMIT. But I am not going to let that get me down, Nor the fact that I will probably never graduate from university. In a year or so I will be taking a tesol exam so that I can teach english as a second language and I will move to Japan.
It is not hopeless it is just the new depression, We just have to ride the rails and find work.
It will get better.
I promise that.
xoxo