pearlygirl

Things are all different and I feel ever so lost! Or maybe I am just being a little prairie girl and resisting change. Regardless, hiya all! I am currently looking at my screen through a little blur on my contact lens, which is VERY annoying. I had to put in new ones today, because the old ones were all hurt-y. And this one has a blur on it. Problem is, this is my last pair until my mother gets me more from my eye doctor in Moose Jaw. Argh. Maybe it will go away. I'll just be my optimistic self.

I have a midterm today. Yes. A midterm. On the second last day of class. I really should be studying for that. But I have so much on my mind it is hard to do. Also, MY ARM HURTS! Lemme tell you about the crazy nurse.

Soooo... yeah. Yesterday I had to go get my lovely injection of depoprovera. Which I usually don't mind much, even though they give it in the hip and whichever side I get it on is usually pretty stiff/sore for sitting and walking for about 3 days. So yeah, I was already not looking forward to the damn thing, and when I talked to the nurse who was doing it she said she "doesn't like" to give it in the hip. Yes, it can be given in the arm, but due to the thickness of the stuff and the amount it hurts when it is in my hip, I really didn't want it in my arm. But nooooo.... the whiney nurse finally got her way. She was all smiling and telling me how much better it is. It wasn't. First of all, I lost al feeling in my fingers on that arm. Then my veins in that arm started burning and hurting, which pretty much lasted the remainder of the day (the injection was at about 2:30pm). My roomie laughed at me, especially when I started cooking and had to reach up to get stuff from cupboards. Basically, pain. And lots of it.

And today! my arm still hurts like a bitch, and my other arm hurts from sleeping on it all night so I didn't roll over and sleep on the sore one. RAWR! Next time, I am not giving in to whiney nurses. They will stab me where I tell them. Because that makes me less whiney. And no one wants to deal with whiney me. Although glass_cat did a pretty good job of it.

I have another little rant. But I'll keep it short and sweet. Basically, I cannot stand people who jump to conclusions. Especially about me, and especially when they know me pretty well. I don't tell people's secrets, and I don't deserve to be treated like crap. If this is how I'm being thought of though, I don't actually mind never being talked to again. I don't need to deal with people who are so wrapped up in their own little world that they can't see the truth. And I prefer to only deal with 5 year olds who act like they are 5, not those in their 20's who do the same. Perhaps it sounds harsh, but I guess I just had to decide whether it was worth me being all upset and torn up. And it isn't.

On to a lighter note, even though I have a midterm today, it is still the SECOND LAST DAY OF CLASSES!!! Which makes me excited. My first final will be a week from today, which gives me lots of lazy time in between! Yay lazy! I plan on sleep. And movies. And bubble baths. And cuddles. Mmmmm....

But yes, I should probably make with the studying. Boo research methods. But yay to all of you!