peachsky

So it's 2012. Pretty decent. I feel like an alien still. I always feel like a strange observer of everyone else. I feel like I became more involved in my life actually in 2011. Actually making shit happen, rather than waiting around for it to. I like the fact I feel like an alien, and that I think too much about stuff.

It's winter so my hands are forever ice. I haven't been doing much on the site in the past few months besides checking out the ladies. I've been busy, and just had stuff on my mind.

Right now I'm watching Skins (us version) and I am actually enjoying it. I've gone through a few episodes and yeah, I'm digging it.

I need new glasses, my favorite ones got lost in a parking lot and well~ I can only assume crushed. So, I'm wearing my back up pair which has nose pads which I HATE!!! So, grr. I'm making do though. Putting up with it. I can't wait to get new ones. In a few weeks I am planning to anyway. Black frames this time for sure. My favorites that I lost were greenish/blue. The ones I'm wearing now are purple. Without glasses everything looks like I have my eyes open under water.
Never been a fan of contacts. The whole idea of them freaks me out.

So, this month is a decade since I graduated high school. My whole life changed ten years ago. It's scary how fuzzy memories can get, and what you block out and rewrite. It scares me that when I try to recall stuff it's just sometimes fuzzy. I feel like I thought about the way I wish stuff was so much that my brain decided somewhere along the way that some things were actual events.
Maybe it's good I blocked it out. Maybe it's good I can't remember alot of stuff. Alot of it was painful and just awful. I seemed to have only remember the good/okay stuff.

I don't know what I'm saying anymore. That girl has grown up, and also stayed the same in many ways.

Life happened.