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peachs

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Friday Feb 10, 2006

Feb 10, 2006
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I watched the proverbial sunrise
coming up over the Pacific and
you might think I'm losing my mind,
but I will shy away from the specifics...

'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

[Pre-Chorus]
Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
that it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

[Chorus]
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
to create so much pressure that Ill soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
sinking up to the beating of my heart,
and I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I cant let that happen again
cause then youll see my heart
in the saddest state its ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

[Pre-Chorus x2]
[Chorus]

Who I am hates who I've been
and who I am wont take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who Ive been
cause who Ive been only ever made me...

So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
Im ready to try and never become that way again
cause who I am hates who Ive been.
Who I am hates who Ive been.
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
jeremias5000:
If you need to talk to anyone ever, you have my number....
Feb 12, 2006
peachs:
thanks guys... for the time being, i only have internet when I take my laptop over to Peters..
Feb 17, 2006

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