So as a few of you know, I’ve been saying for a while now that I’ve wanted pink hair, 🙊
I’ve wanted to get this done before doing any shoots recently as I just don’t feel my best, the way I’ve looked I haven’t been happy with personally, like my hair colour or my make up choices! This is due to money issues and having to choose life over looks and I don’t think it reflects me truly 🙌🏻🌸
I just want to better myself for my own benefit and I think that will reflect better in my shots as a person as I will feel more confident and sexy overall. @tripodski has always pulled through and made some amazing shoots even though I haven’t looked my best or haven’t had the best location to shoot in and I am so grateful for him to even give me this opportunity to become a suicide girl!
It has really been getting me down recently as I keep seeing these beautiful ladies and I feel like I can’t keep up! That’s why I’ve taken a break for a couple of weeks to try and get my confidence feeling like I can do this and better myself and show everyone who I can be!
I haven’t had much money recently due to working for a lower wage on an apprenticeship to gain a qualification which I now have 👌🏻💃🏼
Now I have successfully secured myself a new job closer to home, I hope to get the wheel started on actually having money again and to feel like a sexy woman in this world! Not just someone coasting along wishing I had what others had.
But just to let you guys know! I now have bought the pink hair dye ready to do my hair, now I just need to buy a lighter dye to lighten my hair before doing it. I also need a hair trim but whatever 😂 we can only do so much for now right?!
Onwards and upwards everyone, I hope everyone is feeling good like I am today ❤️🌸✨ I hope I wake up like this everyday! 😊🌻🔮
Much love, Peachie 🌻xx
