today is my first day back on suicide girls and i also found out something sad that would change me foever. Brenda is moving to San Fransisco to go to a massage school there. she is already in that same school here in San Diego.but I'm going to miss her a whole lot. i've been inlove with for 1 year, 3 months, 7 days. god I LOVE HER. AND I WANT TO SAY I'M SORRY!!!!!! FORGIVE ME! TAKE ME BACK!!!!! I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU!!!! i want to cut my self again.but since you want me not to. i wont do it again. I Love You Brenda. and I miss you... 