peaches101

my introduction
i'm 18 n from nj, i'm an artist, i love making things n helping people n animals. i'm bi polar n an insomniac. i have an eating disorder that i've been dealing with for the past 7yrs n have descided to get help. i used to have a cutting addiction but i have been working on it. i have been hospitalized for suicide n depression. i was sexually abused by my uncle (not blood) n won my trial against him, he wont be sentacned until feburary. my parents divorced when i was 4, my mom remarried twice n has divorced all of them n i have a 4yr old brother from her 3rd marriage, my dad remarried once n i have a 4 yr old brother n a 1 year old sister from that marriage. most of my mother's family hates me for getting my uncle put in jail. i have alot of issues, but i'm also alot of fun. since 1997 i've had 15 people die. i've learned to deal but hate holidays b/c alot of the deaths happened near holidays. i've recently converted from wiccan to pagan. i was born a christian but dispised it b/c i was forced into it when i was younger. i'm bi. i love pin ups, n i hope to model for sg one day. i'm currently in cosmetology school but i'm dropping out b/c its not the greatest thing for a just starting to recover from an ed person. i want to got to art school to major in the fine arts n minor in photography, n maybe get my masters in the fine arts. i have 2 beautiful cats, a hermit crab, n an adorable dog. we reascued my dog from an abusive house hold, we've had her for 9 yrs n she is 13yrs old, she still has scars from her previous onwer. i am a modern day hippie. i'm vegaterian, i was vegan but it became very hard to d n i lost a lot of nutrients n got sick. my boyfriend is 32 n a lot of people seem to have an issue with it but i dont care, we didn't meet untill after i turned 18 so i dont see the problem, our 5 month annivarsarry was yesterday. he has 2 cats as well who are very adorable. i love weird things. i have an electronic tye dye cow, living dead doll things, i collect bottle caps, n have tons of jewlery that i used to wear all at once. i have an obsession with bettie page, angelina jolie, n mary kate olsen. i make hemp belts n i'm going to try n sell them on ebay one of these days. i'm an on/off smoker. i am a pothead. i drink on occassion. i'm a bit of a pyro. i love the beach n wish i lived in an all yr round warm place, like venice beach. i walk around barefoot as much as possibe or i'll be in flip flops, but if i feel like getting real sexified i love my heels n thigh highs. i like cute underwear even tho i barely ever wear underwear, there just a fun piece to have stripped off. i guess thats all for now...