peaches

Dun DUn DUN!!! Surprise SURPRISE!!! So yesturday was the breaking point. I needed to decide wheather i go for the interview or cancel and stick to what i got. One thing i love about SG is that i have SOOOO many supportive people that help me out when i most need it. SO THANK YOU GUYS!!!!! XOXOXOXOXOXO!!!!!!!!! So ok. I was ready to go, and chillin in the living room with Pookey. We were talking about it. I rather have someone who does not have a job and REALLY needs it take it. So i had to pass it on. I called and cancelled and they seemed pretty upset at the fact that i did. So i was sitting in my car all depressed feeling like i'm worthless because i'm tired of working paycheck after paycheck and going to a job where there is rare human contact. Where i am not busy and feel like i'm wasting my time. I want to expand my tattoo and piercing business but my schedule doesn't seem to back me up. Anywho, Pookey rented the movie "Wanted" with Angelina Jolie and that changed my mood. I felt better and decided, heck! If one of my main reasons to why i passed on the Payless job was because its far, sOoooo for those of you whom are familiar with the Norwalk and Downey area in Cali, know that Stonewood and Cerritos Mall are the closest. So i decided to apply there for a part time job instead. THAT i can do. Its closer and less time consuming and i avoid A LOT of traffic. So lets see how things go . ALSO! to my surprise my Daddy sent me a text this morning telling me he was okay. Sigh- relief! I haven't heard from him in about 2 weeks and began to get worried. So i will be hearing from him tonight! Yay! Also, a couple days ago, i had a bowl of Papaya for breakfast, and immediately i felt like throwing up. SO i believed it could be sign of morning sickness! GASP! Could it be?! lol so i bought a pregnancy test and took it.......
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well, once i took it, i waited...
and waited..
and ...
negative

SO, i will be going to a clinic to take all those test to see what's the delay. Lets c what they tell us. But today i woke up feeling motivated. Everytime i REALLY want something i work REAL hard to get it. This time won't be any different. If i want to open that shop as soon as possible, i will make that happen! I just need to work hard at what i'm doing to reach my goal. And if i need to get a part time job and still do the tats, then so be it! I will take the abuse until i can't anymore. Wow, that felt good Thanx guys for all your support! LOVE U LOTS!!!!