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the world sure is a desolate place sometimes. i don't want to make the world in my image or bend it to my indomitable will or anything...

...i just want life to be one big long sexy party. one that everybody's invited to and where the beer and hedonism flows like a neverending river through the marble halls of laughter and vice. i want warm...
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smuffy:
I get my meds from my doctor. biggrin

happy new year. what did you do NYE?
crushjunkie:
Happy New Year.
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i can tell you taste like sky
'cause you look like rain



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for the first time in 16 months, i actually felt something akin to raging violent bloodred passion last night. sometimes the right pairs of hands, lips and eyes are all a man needs to feel himself again.

with my fingers entangled in her hair and my teeth dancing along her collarbone she...
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threestares:
that is lovely, congratulations. kiss
smuffy:
whoa whoa whoa.

what lucky lady did you hook up with?
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with the onset of my 30s i've come a bit late to the realization that my list of true friends grows perilously short, as does my time with my beloved family. the winter solstices i rarely mark and the christmases i do hardly better at are numbered.

my hometown in TX has been deftly robbed of it's appeal to me (if it ever had any),...
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threestares:
i believe that we, as humans, are fortunate if we have one or two good friends.
reacher:
To know that you are truly alone is the first step on the long journey to self-discovery on the path to power, grasshopper.
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HOBBIES

i have a few hobbies. i like them. that's why they call them hobbies, because people like them. i like what i like. these few things bring me joy.

but, i'm tired of taking shit for my hobbies. why do people feel that my hobbies and likes are any less valid than theirs and not worthy of time spent doing them? do i fucking...
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crushjunkie:
fuck you you "weird" fiction book reading, downer music listening, Irish dark beer drinking, videogame playing, vanilla puritan take-home-to-mama kinda girl hating HOMO!

wink

Dude, hobbies are amazing... now, if we could only get paid for doing what we love to do...
zephyra:
Hey, I get paid for doing something I love to do crushjunkie.

I like your non-square-having ass; we all have some weirdo in us. wink

Have fun in Texas...it's where I spend my every day.
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smuffy:
yes I convince all men to grow a beard if they can!
er:
te gusta eminem?
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at night the highway diesel roar
speaks to me and tells me more
than any book i've ever read
or anything you've ever said


as frakked up crazy as it may sound, i miss being on the road, driving cross country. i've done it twice in the last 13 months and i'm ready to get some, go again.

i love tearing down some forgotten stretch...
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reacher:
trust me, you don't want to go down the road i am on.
__rae__:
kiss
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MANTIS

during mating, the female praying mantis will begin to devour the male. at times, the male will continue his efforts even after his head and upper torso are gone.


MANTRA

despite your efforts to the contrary, ms. mantis, i will not become food for your mewling, nascent designs as price paid for holy copulation. i've learned your game. your only power and claim over...
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smuffy:
you do this...

-pb mad

have you always done this?
cineman:
EXCELLENT post, bro.

How's tricks?
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unchecked, this war will make corpses of us all.

iraq? yes. but that's not the whole war and really not the one i mean. i'm alluding (albeit extremely obliquely) to the war in america. sides are being chosen. the rhetoric is as vitrolic, hate-filled and irrational as that before the civil war. when sides are chosen and lines are drawn, wars happen. which line are...
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cheech:
It's a weird war
smuffy:
yet!
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this is certainly an eye-lasering neo-disco Goldfrapp song that has me fap fap fapping.



mmm yummy, i'll be her strict machine. i'm good with razors, tying knots and firm discipline. biggrin
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smuffy:
I'm not sending it back, no way!
zephyra:
I meant winter pb. I like the winter pb.
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obie kabie, on to more funn things that aren't ill-mended hearts and heads deserving some shock therapy.

my new job requires lots of attendance to lots of meetings for lots of the time. these meetings are filled with lots of idiots droning about lots of boring stuff and filled with lots of intensely ugly people who are good for murder/indian burn fantasies rather than the...
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smuffy:
I'm selfish so I'd end up giving nothing to charity and try to live off the 10 mill and never work again!
threestares:
1. indulge myself completely until the boredom becomes too much.

2. create a school that is heavy in the arts and humanities, and see how the gardens grow when well watered and lit.

3. donate money to operation eyesight, where a mere $30.00 canadian changes lives, literally.

4. build a log home on the familial plot on kootenay lake, my favorite place on earth.

5. take my friend, pb, on a drinking tour of europe visiting the guinness factory in dublin, the heineken factory in amsterdam et al.

6. marvel at the sights and sounds of carnival in rio, while visiting my favorite sibling

7. give away $100,000 in $1,000 installments to the first 100 people i meet one christmas eve