Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

pb

Austin

Member Since 2003

Followers 40 Following 40

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Tuesday Jun 21, 2005

Jun 21, 2005
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
such a perfect, lush, full, green, still evening. fireflies by the thousands against the backdrop of colonial homes and vines choking everything with their slow fingers. large, orange, full moon rising over the trees across the river on this the longest day of the year, the summer solstice...and one lonesome boy letting it all wash over him like a tide of the purest deep green sea.

all of this filled me to brimming with a sort of sad happiness, and overwhelming sense of mortality in the face of such transient, lurid life.

i hugged my knees and sat in the grass near a playground of rapidly tiring children, sat in the middle of a field silently glowing with fireflies as the day and the year began to wind down. i was intensely shaken, almost in tears and smiling at being alive.

i will miss Old Town Alexandria. held close in me the rest of my days, i'll always be thankful for the quiet months i spent so alive in this beautiful place.
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
zephyra:
omjesus, you're moving?!!! To where?!
Jun 22, 2005
kelland:
"..and one lonesome boy letting it all wash over him like a tide of the purest deep green sea..."

That's lovely.
Jun 22, 2005

More Blogs

  • 11.23.05
    7

    Thursday Nov 24, 2005

    my new home-----scratch that....the new place where i sleep at night …
  • 11.20.05
    19

    Sunday Nov 20, 2005

    spent most of my night (saturday night, mind) writing letters to Cong…
  • 11.18.05
    1

    Friday Nov 18, 2005

    <------------- wee pb
  • 11.13.05
    8

    Sunday Nov 13, 2005

    when i was a kid i'd wake early, yes early, on Sunday mornings for a …
  • 11.11.05
    1

    Friday Nov 11, 2005

    On the Move to LA and How Nice Guys Really Do Finish Last, for Awhile…
  • 11.11.05
    0

    Friday Nov 11, 2005

    nnnkay. so far i fucking hate california. been here three weeks or …
  • 11.09.05
    1

    Wednesday Nov 09, 2005

    both Llayne Staley and Kurt Kobain died on 5 April, my birthday. t…
  • 11.07.05
    3

    Monday Nov 07, 2005

    when you're in a strange place. when you're bleeding inside, drown…
  • 11.05.05
    5

    Sunday Nov 06, 2005

    got a postcard from a friend back home. made me think of this song a…
  • 10.20.05
    4

    Thursday Oct 20, 2005

    ...thinking of letting go of my SG account soon. new things not alto…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
11
months
6
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,604 SuicideGirls
  • 1,114,895 followers
  • 14,956,268 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,483,112 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo