Tuesday Oct 26, 2004

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ok so now i'm officially past my bachelor phase. i just woke from a dream where i was a daddy. my little son was about a year and a half and was running around with my eyes and being all awesome. somehow his mommy wasn't in the picture. i was okay with being a single dad. wow, dad. me. strange. amazing.

when i opened my eyes there was a feeling of loss like empty screams.

who wants to help me make babies?



-pb mad
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charley:
It means that if I didn't have a phobia of growing a scary baby in my tummy I would offer my womb wink biggrin

love kiss love
delusion:
pretty pretty percocet. it's raining in california tonight - here on the coast, at least. i bet if you were quiet enough you could hear the ocean, too. it slaps against the cliffs and settles as a hushed roar in the distance. like the white noise of hollywood freeways i grew up with.
i'm so cloudy. thick, slack jawed, i'm confused. i blame it on the pills i swallowed for pain i don't feel. they only whittle the sharp edges down, anyway. this still hurts. sometimes. but sometimes not.
i will return when the endorphins and seratonin have stopped candy coating my sensibilities.

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