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awww...what grieves you?

drunk.
morning will bring soberity.

desolate.
you are wrong about desolation. desolate means lifeless, but you feel pain. you are alive. or desolate means bereft of friends. these words exclude the possibilty of this.

dissipated.
some dude named shakespeare once felt dissipated. here's what he chose to do with the emptiness....

Sonnet XVII
Dissipated with toil, I haste me to my bed,
The dear repose for limbs with travel tired.
But then begins a journey in my head,
To work my mind, when body's work's expired:
For then my thoughts, from far where I abide,
Intend a zealous pilgrimage to thee,
And keep my drooping eyelids open wide,
Looking on darkness which the blind do see
Save that my soul's imaginary sight
Presents thy shadow to my sightless view,
Which, like a jewel hung in ghastly night,
Makes black night beauteous and her old face new.
Lo! thus, by day my limbs, by night my mind,
For thee and for myself no quiet find.


disconnected.
you call it disconnection, i call it catharsis. a quiet place where you can figure yourself out. you have big things, life altering things going on. you need to be cognizant of your own emotions and immersed in your thought process to make the most responsible decisions.

distant.
distant. dc and texas are not worlds away. you'll be home soon, t.

haunted
the things that haunt us are the things that remind us we have lived and loved. they are the things that linger so that we never forget the life we have lived. what haunts you? you ok?

stay gold, ponyboy. stay gold.