pb

for those of you who've left some extra questions i'll be getting to those soon.

for those of you in the know, i'm still waiting on word on my vacation to a certain third world country. the only good news is that its about 33/66 in favor of me staying instead of the previous 50/50. still not sure how i feel about that.

"...count the bodies, like sheep, to the rhythm of the war drums..."




i shall also leave you with the below quote from a Master of the pen. It reads thus:

"...the true epicure in the terrible, to whom a new thrill of unutterable ghastliness is the chief end and justification of existence, esteems most of all the ancient, lonely farmhouses of backwoods New England; for there the dark elements of strength, solitude, grotesqueness, and ignorance combine to form the perfection of the hideous." ---H.P. Lovecraft, The Picture in the House---

ah, mon dieu, if ever there was a god, surely it was this man by the name Lovecraft. such a godlike name, much more poetic and memorable than some invisible guy named Jehovah or Jeebus or The Divine Spook.

'twould be tolerable and terrible at once if this religion thing were taken from the holy pages of The Call of Chthulhu, Herbert West-Reanimator or The Whisperer in the Darkness. i would be this religion's devout and holy High Priest, and you all would be my eager supplicants.










-pb



music: tricky, excess
book: lullaby, chuck pahalniuk