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Thursday Apr 29, 2004

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EDIT FRIDAY: i forgot to tell you all that i've my best friend visiting from TX this weekend for the APC show. once again i'll be on SG very little for only about 3 days this timesmile

leaving up the q and a. go ahead and ask some more q's if you like.

kiss


-pbmad






back for more? good. i was hoping you'd stop by and listen to my rambling muses again. i get such a thrill when you talk to me, tell me secret things, and whisper sweet nothings like a breeze slipping through my mind.

i've answered your questions below. if some of them spawn more questions...well, that's the name of the game, so ask away...

-pbmad

music: recoil
book: blood canticle, anne rice




q. how close is our friendship?

a. Much, much closer and enduring than I ever thought it would be. You have mostly yourself to thank for that, for being so damn cool.


q. why then is it that you sir, leave me speechless?

a. I think that was a rhetorical question, but Ill answer anyway: because through my words you realize how much better of a writer you are.


q. have you ever washed your hands in a public restroom because there was somebody else in there or not washed them because somebody was?

a. Hehe, all the time. Now I just do it out of habit. Its a good habit I guess. Sometimes I think my wee-wee gets mad at me for pretending like hes so dirty all the time.


q. How do you keep yourself in such great shape?


a. Um, Im not in what I deem great shape. Those pics are blurry for a reason, dear. But, over the years Ive been known to spend a fair amount of time in the weight room for a few months, then being lethargic for a few months, then taking judo for a few years, then back in the weight roomIm the poster boy for random health kick. Recently, Ive been doing yoga and running a bit. I like how loose and relaxed, and whole I feel after an hour and half of yogamuch the opposite of weight lifting where I felt taunt, brittle, and angry after leaving the gym.

q. When was the last time you had sex? With who? Where? What did you do? Please describe?

a. December 25th 2003. A friend with benefits. At her home in TX when I was visiting for the holidays. Teased her for about 2 hours while we caught up. Theres nothing like keeping a girl guessing as to my intentions while driving her crazy with small, seemingly benign touches and looks. She finally attacked me like she used toI shut her down and took control and made her lie still while I teased her some more. I finally acquiesced. It helped that shed not had any in 7 months or so. Im so cruel like that. (note: Im quite capable of going into extreme, luscious, literary detail herebut I dont think shed appreciate it, so Im keeping it black and white instead of red.)

q. Why did you join this site?

a. because zephyra told me it was cool, and her idea of cool is gospel to me.


q. Who is your favorite friend and why?

Zephyra, because I know her in RL...and for 5 years.

Maurauder because shes intelligent, beautiful, humane, real, and. Confident. Though shes ambitious and determined, shes also very feminine in her words and feelings, which makes me want to protect her from the big bad world.

Delusion because shes the writer I can only aspire to be, as well as beautiful, tragic, driven and just a little vulnerable which makes me want to give her a big hug.


q. What was the last book you read?

a. The Invisible Ring, Anne Bishop. Fantasy novel where the main characters are powerful, and almost angelicbut theyre also petty, mean and a little sadistic. What I like most about this world is the pronounced yin/yang relationship between the males and females of the races. Pick up The Black Jewels Trilogy by Anne Bishop.you wont be in the least disappointed.


q. The last movie you watched and really loved?

a. Dawn of the Dead, of course. Ive seen Kill Bill v2 since, but DoD still sticks out in my skull.


q. What was the last song you listened to? Callas Went Away by Enigma is playing as I type.

Q. Do you eat breakfast? Why or why not? Most of time not. Mainly because Im sleep walking through the motions of getting ready for work.


q. What is your favorite part of the day?

a. Evening, sunset, and night.



q. Do you like waking up in the morning or are you a night person?

a. There is no better way to describe me than as a night owl. I returned in November from a military school where I was on nights.i loved it so much. Theres just something quietly exciting about roaming the streets at night when you know everyone else is dead to the world.


q. What do you wear to bed?

a. I go nekkie to bed. Been doing so for about 5 years. There just came a time when I just couldnt abide even loose boxers to bed anymore.



q. How 'bout you tell us something that a girl did for you in bed that stands out as exceptional?

a. once a girl watched me draw a bright red line with a razor on my arm and nipple, then she crawled across the room and used her tongue to taste the result. Id say that was exceptional.



q. Which SG's journal do you follow religiously?

a. tryst, ivy



q. Which members' journal do you follow religiously?

a. zephyra, maurauder, delusion, missing_girl, smuffy



q. What are your top five threads?

a. hmm, dont know. They come and go, really. The boards are kinda something for me to do while waiting for one of my friends to post on my journal.



q. Which celebrity do you have a crush on? It can be male or female.

a. sorry, I dont crush on guys, though I do admire Brad Pitt a lot. The man can ACT. All pretty boy shit aside, I think he showed his stuff in Seven and Fight Club. Ed Norton gets a nod too. if I had to crush on a female celeb it would probably be Jennifer Connolly.



q. Do you like sushi?

a. I adore the sushi!!!!!!!! Holy fuck I just become ravenous for some raw fish!! Damn you!!!



q. Do you like me?

a. whats there not to like? Except for maybe that you have so many other suitors I kinda feel lost in the shuffle sometimes.but your personal visits to my little space make me happy.

q. do you carry a suffix on your name, a III perhaps?

a. yes, thats why I have my nickname which really isnt a nickname. Youd have to call out my given name several time before Id answer to it.
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VIEW 17 of 17 COMMENTS
zephyra:
Maki wants me to ask you when Modest Mouse is playing in DC (her daddy lives out there too, so she was thinking maybe we could make a trip out of it. maybe). So, when is Modest Mouse?
May 1, 2004
holden_caulfield:
painbearer said onApril 24, 2004 09:07: hey man, you didn't offend! i was just being raw about it because i feel raw about politics and pundits in general. nothing personal. thanks for the invite, as it were.
cool?

-pb

No sweat. Enjoy SG!
May 2, 2004

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