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Saturday Apr 03, 2004

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do girls enjoy giving mixed signals, 180 degree reversals, and just being generally obtuse?

eh, well i shouldn't make such a sweeping generalization...for the ONE 'off' one, i know several who are normal or just downright amazing. zephyra comes to mind (real life and SG). don't know any of my other SG 'girl-friends' in real life... frown but they're pretty amazing too.


based on my past experiences with girls, i'm hoping i'm right in concluding this one is just an anomaly and i'm not the weird one here.


either way i could still use a hug or two. tongue biggrin


-pb mad


music: mike ness
book: closed

oh, and here's a repost of my 'badness in my head purge' . repost made at the email request of a certain someone.

- mad


beast


in your belly
you beast
you've eaten me
sucked down my lonely screams
with the delight of a cannibal whore

like a starving madwoman
you push and pull and suck and rend
your blood boils and steams
with ebony lust

rake me, break me
try harder
whisper terrible things

frantic, slip off the skin
in long, red trails of pain
swallow my breath and make it poison,
exhale back into my virgin breast

control, seize, torture and tease
i want your malevolence inside me
strangle me with promises
be my ruiner
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narcissus:
kiss You're too good to waste your time on lame goils.
tongue HA, I can't believe it, I used to get SO fucked up and I would crank ToN and I would lie in bed in amazement of how great I thought they were and how much I loved listening to them when I was so very fucked up. Crazy, I miss those days sometimes, but I was bad then. Not so much right now, but I, too, had tequila and beer last night! I took some pills that are supposed to prevent hangovers... I think they worked, no puke yet.
Almost your birthday? That's exciting, I hope you do something fun. kiss
Apr 3, 2004
lightsneeze:
Oh...I went and saw Fear Factory and Slipknot. It was good times. biggrin But had it been 18 and up...there would have been like 20 people there...I've never seen so many kids...I saw an eight year old for cryin out loud....yup...one day..my kid is gonna be just like him. biggrin
Apr 3, 2004

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