pb

do girls enjoy giving mixed signals, 180 degree reversals, and just being generally obtuse?

eh, well i shouldn't make such a sweeping generalization...for the ONE 'off' one, i know several who are normal or just downright amazing. zephyra comes to mind (real life and SG). don't know any of my other SG 'girl-friends' in real life... but they're pretty amazing too.


based on my past experiences with girls, i'm hoping i'm right in concluding this one is just an anomaly and i'm not the weird one here.


either way i could still use a hug or two.


-pb


music: mike ness
book: closed

oh, and here's a repost of my 'badness in my head purge' . repost made at the email request of a certain someone.

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beast


in your belly
you beast
you've eaten me
sucked down my lonely screams
with the delight of a cannibal whore

like a starving madwoman
you push and pull and suck and rend
your blood boils and steams
with ebony lust

rake me, break me
try harder
whisper terrible things

frantic, slip off the skin
in long, red trails of pain
swallow my breath and make it poison,
exhale back into my virgin breast

control, seize, torture and tease
i want your malevolence inside me
strangle me with promises
be my ruiner