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You know I am happy with who I am inside. If I wasnt who I was I would have never gotten such lovely comments like the one I got from zippo the other day. It was one thing that just made me smile. I'm glad to be the nice guy. Sure sometimes I get the nice guy curse but hey I am who I am. Sure I can be a down right ass if you catch at a bad time or at work when I know work needs to be done. I guess my parents did a good job. I can't complain they taught me to love my friends, try and do the best you can but don't let people use you too badly, family is important and above all be a nice person who can take a joke or make someone laugh. I wouldnt be as happy if I knew I couldnt make my friends happy or make someone laugh even if I have to bust on myself to do it, and I can believe me on that one . Hey I know my faults and all the obvious material to work with. There are of course a few things in life I truely love. I love my friends and all the nice people I have met in it. So far I am loving the nice people here who are treating me like a friend even when my insecurities would say no way she is soo hot she is never going to talk to you. I mean the beauties here are beyond compare. I love sleeping in with a beautiful woman with nothing between us but air knowing that she's safe and happy in my arms. Feelingfree to let my fingers explore her body and maybe find a new place I havent before. Or, at a moments notice have her get all close and we make sweet passionate love just because we can. I do like the outdoors and the natural splendors of the world we live in and the places I see on my life's journey. I like cooking for myself my family and my friends. My guinea pigs at work are always fun to try stuff on them. I'm always tougher on my food than people are but I want it to be the best it can be. I do enjoy capturing life's moments and beauty with my camera. Be it a beautiful sunset a lovely friend enjoying life or just a random moment of who knows what. I got no idea why I am writing this but hey sometimes it's nice to just say hey this is me and I like myself. Sure I am no where close to perfect but that's fine by me. I never studied philosphy or in depth religious things but I can handle what happens happens for a reason and there is a greater power be it within us or be it a god that you believe in. Who am I to judge? Well I think I've said enough for now and to all my friends here and people I have yet to talk to and get to know thanks for being so kind to read this and I hope we can have fun in the future and maybe one day we may even cross paths off this crazy fun place on the net .