paulsandman

Always remember the old adage keep your friends close but your enemies even closer. Always important to remember that.
Why do I go with a grim entry like this with my journal? The answer is simple lately in my life its seems I got the close friends sure we disagree and even have some bad moments as I mentioned in previous journals but them bottomline...
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Blah that was the one word to describe tonight. Next time I go to the local night spot I'm going by myself none of my best friend or her boy friend they can leave the drama with them. I mean I really do care lots for my best friend and like I told her tonight she does have my support no matter what. To be...
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Last night was a pretty good birthday party for my best friend. Espacially giving her 24 spankings with her flogger while her hands where cuffed Now those are birthday spankings. At least I didn't get to give her 24 of them she yelled mercy at 14

Drain The Blood by the Distillers seemed to be the theme song of the day yesterday, not just because I bought the corals fangs CD yestertday. Melissa, Brad and I deceided to invade the gross symbol of captalism and maul the local mall. Not only is there usually an oppressive nature to malls but well you spend a shitload of money like in the CD...
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I still feel horrible tonight last night was by far one of the worst nights ever at goth night. Looking back maybe it wasn't such a good idea to go there this soon. It all started when I brought my best friend and her new b/f back to her home in Ithaca I suggest we go to goth night. All good so far all dressed...
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AntiValentine's Day parties this Friday *sniffs* it restores some of my faith in humanity...well not really heh

Words of Wisdom if its a dog eat dog world out there then be the Pit Bull.

Valentine's Day=VD because that what Valentine's Day is about as fun as getting VD. I've never been a big fan of it call it me being bitter or cynical from bad relationships or what. People call holidays like X-mas and such are over commericalized look at Valentine's Day it was invented by corporations. So what you have here is a holiday manufactored with no real...
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Hummm life is indeed a learning experience if yesterday taught me anything again its focus on the ones that matter most to you Don't let the asshole drag you down to use a cliche.

Alright I've mad a post while I'm in a bad mood so here it goes. I guess being stood up today even though she had a good reason (car is broken) didn't help. Maybe its fucking Valentine's Day why my mood always dips south around this time of here or maybe I'm just jaded about dating and shit.

Quick update: things improved tonight. After a...
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