paulsandman

Its not fair why do good friends who don't deserve misery have to suffer? Its not fair I know you can't just snap your fingers and make it go away but if I could right everything my best friend has suffered by doing that I would...

Quite the interesting phone call last night with my ex-roomate Nessa. I haven't really sat down and talked to her since I left there and not exactly under the most pleasant terms. We never argued much but when we did it was literally the irrestiable force meets the immovable object, one always held firm while the other kept pushing forward and yes it usually came...
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Quite the interest phone call last night with my ex-roomate Nessa. I haven't really sat down and talked to her since I left there and not exactly under the most pleasant terms. We never argued much but when we did it was literally the irrestiable force meets the immovable object, one always held firm while the other kept pushing forward and yes it usually came...
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April is supposed to be the month of spring and renewal and such. If you really look at though April is a very gray, rainy, and depressing month no wonder its one of my favorites

Well well some rough stuff last weekend but so far this weekend is looking good. Life's a party I guess and I'm comped at the door. This weekend though is looking up spending this weekend perhaps with a pretty new friend I met

Once again I have the greatest friends in the world. It had to happen eventually, but Sunday it was my turn to lose it in a repressed emotional outburst and lose it I did. What reduced me to such a mess finally well upteen years of repressing anger at my father. Yes its the old goth scream of anguish "daddy never loved me" While this...
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I have the greatest friends in the world my best friend got me a Dragon lamp this week and a myst maker chalice. I guess my room with the sword hanging on the wall, various occult books, black out curtains, smoke spewing chalice. and statues of a dragon hold and globe(the lamp) my room really does live up to its nick name the chamber.

Humm lets see here its been an interesting week to say the least full of some weird stuff, some bullshit, and well some good.
First off the bullshit I was informed in my final job evaluation Friday that by the 30th I will be offically no longer working there. This load of shit really pissed me off since there was really no excat reason for...
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Okay this is fucked, for some reason Day time cold medience makes me sleepy but night time cold medience keeps me awake. I must learn also ignoring the symptons of a cold just make it worse not better.

Friends a fun PPV, all of yelling at people going into a Catholic school not to drink the kool-aid A great way to end the weekend I daresay.
A quick update I was sad to see this name go gray. Alas Faith has moved on One of my favorite girls and a friend. I hope she does well with what she has planned in the...
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