paulsandman

Once again so far this weekend some good some bad. Lets start with the bad..

Last night I finally meet the metal chick from Syracuse I met on Gothic Match. We got a hotel room up then had some very good sex. I know so far not bad well while in the middle of the next round she starts getting weird asking me questions then going from enjoying too saying stuff like "this isn't right" "this isn't gonna work" Well by now the mood is killed and she's spouting stuff about how her best friend has feelings for her too and shit and that it won't work "she's a rocker chick I'm into gothic and such" blah blah blah. Now I attempted the salvage the situation but she keeps telling me I should just go. Well to be honest that was fucked up I ended up leaving after it became futile our evening was shot and she had just wasted money on a hotel room.
Maybe I am insensitive right now but thats fucked up you don't make plans with someone then pull something like that. This wasn't the first time she freaked out like that but I'm thinking she had it in her mind this would fail from the start...well you know what now it definitely did. If she didn't think I would date her before, now I definitely won't.
Anyways the good news. My credit debt is now dead and buried I am officially out of the hole. Also with positive funds now in my bank and I scored another date tonight so thankfully the good outweighs the bad right now.