paulsandman

Today sucked hardcore. First off overdrawn account. Son of a bitch I must have miscalculated somewhere along the way. Ah well at least it shall be taken care by next week.
More importantly than money however is why can't everyone but up fornt with you? I mean if someone really doesn't want you around or too talk to them why don't they just tell you? People wonder why I'm so distant thats exactly I mean I'm more than always up forth with people. There stuff I will choose to tell you sometimes, but eventually I will. Its seems though like everyone else plays it sneaky with you telling you what you want to hear then going behind you back. I do really wanna trust people but they make it very hard to trust them....