Alright enough of the emo bullshit yesterday I posted this "Its not fair why do good friends who don't deserve misery have to suffer? Its not fair I know you can't just snap your fingers and make it go away but if I could right everything my best friend has suffered by doing that I would..."
Unfortunately my inital sadness has now also given way to irritation rewind To Feburary 16 where I made an entry on my best friend and my arguement with her ex and current bf. Fast foward to last night more drama this time with her ex and wanting to get back with him. This is where its gonna sound cold but I'm getting already tired of their make up break up shit.
Okay admittly the week before last when we were out I put the damper on my evening with my depression outburst. But this is now becoming a tradition. I probably shouldn't talk since this gives me something to write about but its my fucking journal
Anyways I feel for her really I do she's my best friend and I lover her to death. Really though enough with the make up break up shit.
Now for the ex oh you didn't think I was gonna let him off this easy. For someone who claims he doesn't want to make things harder. Well lets say then he shouldn't have agreed to come up this weekend he's equally at gulit maybe more so since he's going along for the ride and gets none of the mess afterwards. Thats left to me the best friend who "doesn't understand"
*rolls my eyes* However appearently I understood enough to tell the ex how much she's changed and stuff to give them another chance. I respectfully declined that honor. Yes I am pissy right now since last time I tried to step in I got a slap acrosst the face and it got us into our one and only big arguement. Come to think of it once again just going home was a good decesion.
Now it may seem like I'm really pissed off but honestly I'm annoyed but not pissed off because I do have my best friend's best interests in mind. This make up break up shit isn't helping anyone so ergo one of them needs to bolt.
Unfortunately my inital sadness has now also given way to irritation rewind To Feburary 16 where I made an entry on my best friend and my arguement with her ex and current bf. Fast foward to last night more drama this time with her ex and wanting to get back with him. This is where its gonna sound cold but I'm getting already tired of their make up break up shit.
Okay admittly the week before last when we were out I put the damper on my evening with my depression outburst. But this is now becoming a tradition. I probably shouldn't talk since this gives me something to write about but its my fucking journal
Anyways I feel for her really I do she's my best friend and I lover her to death. Really though enough with the make up break up shit.
Now for the ex oh you didn't think I was gonna let him off this easy. For someone who claims he doesn't want to make things harder. Well lets say then he shouldn't have agreed to come up this weekend he's equally at gulit maybe more so since he's going along for the ride and gets none of the mess afterwards. Thats left to me the best friend who "doesn't understand"
*rolls my eyes* However appearently I understood enough to tell the ex how much she's changed and stuff to give them another chance. I respectfully declined that honor. Yes I am pissy right now since last time I tried to step in I got a slap acrosst the face and it got us into our one and only big arguement. Come to think of it once again just going home was a good decesion.
Now it may seem like I'm really pissed off but honestly I'm annoyed but not pissed off because I do have my best friend's best interests in mind. This make up break up shit isn't helping anyone so ergo one of them needs to bolt.