I'm depressed Film at 11
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The soul maybe a brick wall right now but the fire still burns behind it.
Its always difficult to tell when your doing the right thing. Espacially when doing the right thing sometimes means someone spits in your face for it.
demigauge:
eww...spit..hehe
demoivre:
Which is why god invented battle-axes. 
Seriously, though. I know what you mean. It's like people figure out that you're the kind of person who tries to walk the right path, and then they take advantage of you for doing so! AAARRRGGG! Bitter? What ever do you mean?
Seriously, though. I know what you mean. It's like people figure out that you're the kind of person who tries to walk the right path, and then they take advantage of you for doing so! AAARRRGGG! Bitter? What ever do you mean?
Argggghhh I'm getting really sick of playing refree betweens friends. Most guys would probably say I'd love to ref and arguement between 2 bisexual girls, and I just have to say if thats your thing be my fucking guest. I love both of them with all my heart but I am about ready to strangle both girls. See the thing was I deceided to play... Read More
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phaser30319210:
rear naked choke them. than they'll get the clue
demoivre:
*pssst*
Don't move--there's a really big bird on your arm....
He, he. Sorry. Matchmaking 'tween two people is bad enough. Matchmaking 'tween two girls probably deserves some sort of combat pay. Good luck.
Don't move--there's a really big bird on your arm....
He, he. Sorry. Matchmaking 'tween two people is bad enough. Matchmaking 'tween two girls probably deserves some sort of combat pay. Good luck.
Two words Watermellon Schnapps The worst stuff I've ever tasted. Other than that my friend's b-day party was pretty cool. Any party where you get too see a spanking administered by a girl to another girl and when you friend's carry you home to pass out on their couch is a damn good party!
nex_flamma:
Hell yeah!
And at the very least, the schnapps probably got you liquored up enough to forget it's own taste huh?
And at the very least, the schnapps probably got you liquored up enough to forget it's own taste huh?
paulsandman:
Alas no the schnapps did help get me liquored up, but when I woke up in the morning that was the taste making my stomach do flip flops. At least I didn't vomit but the really amazing thing was my friend, she was like "lets go get lunch I'm hungry." She had as much to drink as me if not more and fast thinking about food fast food no less *l*
I'm a depressing person I admit that fully, part of someone's strengths is recognizing their own faults anyways. I dont know why I'm usually depressed just am, and its nothing medicine, or psychologist, or any of that bullshit can fix. Lets face it too all that is bullshit I know I was on the pills that are supposed to cure your depression and they just...
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nex_flamma:
Well, Im certainly not fit to give great advice, but Ill give it a shot anyway. I know where youre coming from and basically all I can say is that yeah, the people closest to you may not know that youre hurting, but thats only because it's really rather hard for a person to express that kind of pain to others. And your friends, for as much as they love you, are only human and probably arent going to immediately be looking for such hurt inside of you. They may have some idea, but you should totally just sit down and tell them just how you feel. It's not really anyone's fault that they dont get it, especially if theyre not prone to feeling that way too.
Yeah, it hurts that you might think they dont know how youre feeling, but they simply cant know. Sit them down and tell them that youre feeling depressed. It's really the only way for them to know.
Did that help at all?
Yeah, it hurts that you might think they dont know how youre feeling, but they simply cant know. Sit them down and tell them that youre feeling depressed. It's really the only way for them to know.
Did that help at all?
Okay that last entry showed I'm thinking way too much. Thats the thing when you live here in the frozen wasteland of upstate New York cabin fever sets in quick. On that note I must go shovel again argggh. Not that I mind its good excerise and I can't let myself go soft. Also on the plus side there are few things more beautiful then...
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mistercash:
snow. hmmm. i have only been around snow very few times! in Lake Havasu it NEVER snows!
paulsandman:
Actually Cortland State is okay just way too many jock assholes. Also too many come up from Long Island and NYC that kinda drive. Thats a question why can't anyone from NYC or Long Island drive worth a shit? Heh Heh I'm just being a shit distruber. *s* Actually Ithaca lately has been home more, since I spend so much time over there in the Berkely of the East Coast.
Its a dark walk down the corridor of life. A long dark silent walk and just feeling around testing to see which doors are unlocked. Then further down the spiral staircase testing more doors, each locked, some slammed right back in your face.
Further down the staircase you go more just locked, nothing to see but total blackness, nothing to hear just complete silence except...
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Further down the staircase you go more just locked, nothing to see but total blackness, nothing to hear just complete silence except...
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I think there comes a time when everyone looks around at shit and just says fuck it. No real reason just fuck it, fuck it all. I mean honestly whats the reason in it all espacially when you look around and see what a sick joke any reality is?
What makes it all worth a fuck or makes any one else for that matter? They...
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What makes it all worth a fuck or makes any one else for that matter? They...
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Love and the soul....both sound really different don't they? Believe it or not they're more similar than people imagine and like most things in life theres two sides to this. When your in love your soul can feel strong like welded steel or hotter than a raging inferno, however getting your broken makes it feel like someone reached in and tore off a part of...
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demoivre:
Pretty good--although I think the treasure concept goes along way if a person can realize, for themselves, that a treasure lies not only inside them but composes them entirely. Thus, when time comes to unlock the vault, they've learned to value themselves, hopefully negating--somewhat--the need for high-priced security measures!
hel:
valentines day is my birthday
Well here it goes first journal entry for me and the question is what to talk about? It seems most here talk about feelings how they've felt, so I guess I'll start there. Few people actually know this about me but I'm actually a highly antisocial person and can't stand to be around most people. Partly its because of my empathy. I'm very intuned to...
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cherry:
I know exactly what you mean by saying this. I feel the same way.
Please don't lower your expectations. If you accept that people are going to have a hell of a lot of bad points you'll soon come to realise that you can see through all the mud and pick out the things you identify with and that don't bother you.
The trick is to have patience. Peace and patience. But this can only come when you're comfortable with yourself. So spend your quality time a lone and when you're feeling less introspective then venture out into the social world
I hope this helps because I too am very antisociable in real life, and this is what I have learnt so far
Cherry xx
P.S Welcome to SG
Please don't lower your expectations. If you accept that people are going to have a hell of a lot of bad points you'll soon come to realise that you can see through all the mud and pick out the things you identify with and that don't bother you.
The trick is to have patience. Peace and patience. But this can only come when you're comfortable with yourself. So spend your quality time a lone and when you're feeling less introspective then venture out into the social world
I hope this helps because I too am very antisociable in real life, and this is what I have learnt so far
Cherry xx
P.S Welcome to SG
{{{hugs}}}