i dont know what the fuck my deal is but i cant fucking get over my ex. its eating me up inside
every time i come into this house which we got together and lived in together i get this horrible feeling. i dont know what the fuck to do with myself.
a lot of my "friends" arent here for me which sucks.
ive called them leaving messages saying im down and need a friend and no one calls back....no one
i would be there for them
it just makes things hurt worse....im need help....maybe i need to go get some medication
every time i come into this house which we got together and lived in together i get this horrible feeling. i dont know what the fuck to do with myself.
a lot of my "friends" arent here for me which sucks.
ive called them leaving messages saying im down and need a friend and no one calls back....no one
i would be there for them
it just makes things hurt worse....im need help....maybe i need to go get some medication
rosscaughers:
i rember that stage it will pass in time dont worry just get out and do things or try to change the house abit in someway to try and make it feel new 
nori:
Therapy benifits everyone. If you can get it I highly recomend it. I would be going fo the rest of my life if i could afford it! It always helps to have someone totally unbiased that will tell you the truth even if it isnt what you want to hear at the time. Friends won't save you but they are certainly a comfort at times like this. I think getting over a relationship is one of the hardest things to get through. I think it is comparable to death. You will be ok though eventually. It just takes time. Give yourself that time and be good to yourself. Know that it is ok to cry for a little while and give yourself a break and when you are ready you need to pick your ass up off the ground and get out there and do something that makes YOU happy. Something you love. Try to remember that we are born alone and we die alone and whoever's company we get to enjoy for any amount of time between then is cherished even if it leaves. There is always a new journey and adventure with someone else. There are also many great adventures and journeys to be had with ones self as well. You need to enjoy being with yourself before you can be any good to anybody else. I don't know what else to say except that I am sorry for your loss and your heartache. You can make it darlin just hang in there. 