paulghost

I hate letting people down, whether its a good friend, boy/girlfriend, family...but all I have to say is that there comes a point when one has to live their own life and start making decisions that are best for one's own growth, not just living life for others. I've had to make some real tough calls lately and now I'm taking so much shit from from most all of my friends and especially those closest to me, I guess it is tough to imagine things involving change. Oh well, I'm sure things will cool off and my decisions will be accepted and lives will get on, things can't always be the same.

Winter on the east coast really makes me miss Cali! Brrr, I actually have to wear PJs and socks to bed.

I hope all had a decent weekend so far.