paul_adamsarc_cm

I often feel bad, looking around in here. And not just this sight, but on the whole web, that I really don't contribute. So... with out further adue(???French anyone???)...... the great and mystical insight of Carl.

Went camping this weekend..........six friends, a dog and myself, and fuck if I didn't get tore up by bugs. Played with the dog in the water. She loves playing in the water so.

Went back to work...love my job...but not who I do it for.

My cousin Greg is staying with me...just came home from Afghanistan, hurt, not injured. Ya know...that's good..some don't come home like that.

I hadn't seen him for twelve or so years until two weeks before he left for the sand box.. now he's back.. he's older, just a couple of years, but it's real cool cause he's like an older brother and I never had one of them.. I find myself looking up to him a lot. it's pissing off my friends, even though they don't show it I can tell. I don't rely on them as much, but they don't realize I'm doing it as much for him as I am for me......He has Joe's curse...... Six to a year in the box only to come home to an empty home that was full of love.... His wife left him.. She said she was/is better off on her own...flaky flaky flaky, at least come up with a better excuse.

overdrawn again...paydays a little farther out than I can be comfortable with...shit...Shhhhhh


Damn I'm tired

So, you know I could go on forever, maybe even with some good stuff. Fuck it....I'm young, conscience and mobile. Keep moving, you know.

God I hate punctuation...


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