I have been trying very hard lately to figure out my place in this world. Im sure many other have, will continue to do the same to no avail. To date I am 34 years old, I have never been married and not even close to it. I have no kids to carry on my name, and unless I do it will fade with my dying breath. ( hopefully many years in the future) I live alone and except for my parents I dont really have anyone. A friend or two thats it. For those few lucky people that have a sig. other or a family, let me tell you that you are the luckiest people in the world. So many people this day and age take their spouse for granted. The divorce rate has sky rocketed and that makes me sad. Im not saying that it isnt warranted at times, but I think people give up too easily these days. I am at the point that i would give a limb to find someone to share my life with.
I had a guy the other day tell me that i am nothing more than a husk. I am guessing he was trying to tell me that I serve no purpose on this planet im not sure really. I guess that in a spell of depression I started to believe that. It hurt though I must say, and I dont want to live out my days just being a person that floats through life with nothing to show for it. I have never been good at making friends. I am not a people person, well im not good with guys. I do ok talking to girls, because I tend to be more sensitive. Hey Im a virgo what can I say. I just alway feel that guys dont understand me and think im a wuss. So suffice it to say I dont have alot of friends.
People always tell me that you wont find love when you are looking for it, but I dont see how you can find anything you havent been searching for. I dont get out much other than work. I work in a Fab Shop so lol not gonna find love there. I guess I will continue to try and make friends here on the net, and perhaps I will find someone special who will accept me for who I am. If not then I guess I am just doomed to being a husk. Anyway If this gets read and anyone guy or girl would like to give some advice please do.
I had a guy the other day tell me that i am nothing more than a husk. I am guessing he was trying to tell me that I serve no purpose on this planet im not sure really. I guess that in a spell of depression I started to believe that. It hurt though I must say, and I dont want to live out my days just being a person that floats through life with nothing to show for it. I have never been good at making friends. I am not a people person, well im not good with guys. I do ok talking to girls, because I tend to be more sensitive. Hey Im a virgo what can I say. I just alway feel that guys dont understand me and think im a wuss. So suffice it to say I dont have alot of friends.
People always tell me that you wont find love when you are looking for it, but I dont see how you can find anything you havent been searching for. I dont get out much other than work. I work in a Fab Shop so lol not gonna find love there. I guess I will continue to try and make friends here on the net, and perhaps I will find someone special who will accept me for who I am. If not then I guess I am just doomed to being a husk. Anyway If this gets read and anyone guy or girl would like to give some advice please do.
dominatra:
Hey don't worry about having no one! Look at the bright side, you don't have to hear someone bitch constantly =] Im glad I have you as a friend =]
patton3275:
Thank you for your kind words dear