patscuteass

I was at a party on Friday night for a friend of mine's birthday. At the party the host proceeded to tell a story about how he has not seen his upstairs neighbor in approximately 3 weeks. The other day he noticed a black viscous substance oozing from the ceiling and down his wall and painted over it. Very odd indeed.

The next day we all found out that the person in the upstairs apartment had hung herself. It turns out that the girl that hung herself was a friend of my families' daughter. It's just a horrible thought the idea that someone could feel that unloved, that bad that they would think hanging themselves is a better option.

I once went through a time where I thought this way, and when things like this happen I always go back to those times in my mind and think about what got me through it. My friends, my family, music, and other things. I'm so thankful that I found my way through that rough time, I just wish more people would be able to get through it as well.

Just remember this whenever you have a friend that is down, or someone in your family maybe mentions the thought. Take it seriously and try to be a crutch for that person as much as you can. As for this girl I hope she has found the peace she was looking for and I hope her family and friends will get through this extremely difficult time in all their lives.