patscuteass

What an eventful weekend I just had. After a very quiet Friday where I stayed in with a pint of Ben & Jerry's, Saturday more than made up for it!

I spent Saturday at my friend's birthday party that started at 3pm and lasted till about 4am during which there was maybe 5 minutes in total time that I did not have a drink in my hand. In short I was fucked up. But that's not the interesting part.

This girl that I have been fauning over for several months (and have hooked-up with on 2 occassions) decided she would hook-up with me again. Sadly, she may be the most confusing person I have ever wanted to be with. You see, recently she got out of an extremely long term relationship and has been trying to play the field. She tells me that she does have feelings for me but she doesn't want to screw up our friendship. So basically I told her that there are some things worth taking a risk for and I felt that this is one of those times. I haven't spoken to her since, because I feel like she needs a little bit of space to try and sort things out. Or I'm really wrong and I should be pounding down her door trying to convince her. I'm so utterly confused at this point, I just hope it all works out in the end.