patrice

Summer rush

So yeah.

You know when you come home from something amazing and your mind is still overly excited and your heart is pounding so fast and you know you need to go to bed but you wish you could just run back to what you were doing half an hour ago.
I've been feeling like that since 2 days.

I had the most amazing time in NY plus everything I had been planning and waiting for since January has been done and is now over but my mind isn't calm yet.

I woke up early today, which never happens after work, and couldn't go back to sleep so I got up and I am now sipping coffee after coffee in a caf waiting for work to start and answering emails.

I always need/want to do more exciting and unprecedented things to feel alive. It's my birthday soon and we are going to go paracliding, I'm going to the SG gala in a few weeks, going back to NY for the gay pride and I have the Uh Huh Her concert in a few days. All of this in the next five weeks and my mind keeps on telling me "run, run, there is something much more exciting somewhere, you are going to miss it"

maybe I just need sex...