patient_zero

Well still no Chris I hope he is okay...Ive been trying to occupy myself all day so I didnt have him on the brain just when I thought I was doing all right someone would walk up to me at work and ask about him....GRAAAAAH!!! Anyways my sleep is seriously being affected by his absent....I used to be able to just lie down and fall...
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Well Im kind bummed out today...usually Chris comes on-line between 4 and 6pm but he didnt yesterday and today I hope he's all right, I know he's busy and is working...but I really miss him...its so hard with him gone...I lost my partner in crime ...going out isnt the same without him, its like something is missing...Ive burried myself in work and school...and try and...
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Okay, okay Im getting better I didnt have to write myself a note..on the way home from dinner at my mothers house I thought I should add this...its not the most intresting thing but its something and I think that was my problem I wasnt sure what to write about...and it just dawned on me ...anything... so anyways...lol...that amused me...sorry back to the story I...
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Well I really planned on at least making an entry everyday or at least every other day maybe thats why I never had a journal too..because I knew that I would just neglate it...I feel kinda bad... Im thinking that this is one of those subconscience reasons why I dont have any plants or animals either...cause i would never remember to water them of feed...
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Well here goes nothing...never had a journal before...and mostly because my sister was so nosey I knew she would just find it, read it, and then blab...and who needs that when your all ready awkward...Oh well not much changed since my awkward days I don't really think they go away nothing ever really gets easier does it?? So far things have become more complicated...just take...
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