patient_zero

GRRRR....I got my review from work today....and she had the nerve to say that I sometimes acted like a dictator instead of a leader, and that I wasnt a team player!! I ask for incidents and what was said cause she said that other people had complained to her and she couldnt even come up with anything...not even an "Im not able to say" type excuse!! So after she was finished I told her that I wanted to put in for a demotion because my heart was not in the job and that I only wanted 12 hours a week and she got really upset and wanted me to tell her why, and said if I brought my schedual in they would work with me, just told her no thanks its not worth my time and I really dont want to be a bossy person!! She spent the next 10 to 15 mins trying to convince me to change my mind and try to put a plesant spin on my review....but Im so burned going to work used to be fun, and right now its not so Im hoping by taking not only a demotion from a level three to a level one and a huge pay cut, that things will work out!!
I'd really like to have time to myself and be able to work on homework with out feeliing like Im trying to cram to much into one day, plus summer is coming up, so Im thinking that this is a good idea!! School is more important right now so whatever the outcome with work Ill have more time to spend on school stuff!! I still cant believe that she said that I acted like a dictator!! I personal dont think Im bossy and the people I worked with tonight thought that was the funniest thing ever!! Oh well its still upsetting to hear something negative about yourself, I know it was suposed to be construtive criticism but dosent it have to be something the person can work on!! I gotta let it go, but it just really upset me