So we are really going to Germany...and Im torn!!
I really wanna go; its a great opportunity plus there's all the traveling that we'll be able to do....but I wont have my girls!! I'll have to leave them behind for three years!! Chris says I can come visit but its just not going to be the same without them!!
We've made arrangements for the girls to stay with Chris's dad but...my girls are so spoiled I know his dad will do a good job taking care of them but its not going to be the same level of care that they receive from me!! Plus we have to get a fence put up around his dads yard cause Mali is afraid of being put on a run!! Shes afraid of a lot of things including the dark she hates floaties in her water and dosent like to be cold!! Likes to be tucked in at night, has never slept without me!! Is afraid of loud noises, the broom and the vacuum!! Loves playing in the water but refuses to walk in wet grass!! Shes never met a stranger or a food she dosent like!! She also as a sensitive stomach and is on the bland diet at least one every two months and has allergies, in addition to a preexisting skin condition!!
Zada on the other hand is easy going. Very low maintenance she only has one quirk and that abandonment issues!! She doesn't like to be separated from Mali and needs a set schedule!! Any disruption of said schedule results in her acting out in order to cope!!
Not only is my life going to be turned upside down so is the girls, I just hope the next three years go by with out any snafu's!! I am really looking forward to going for the whole experience though!!
I really wanna go; its a great opportunity plus there's all the traveling that we'll be able to do....but I wont have my girls!! I'll have to leave them behind for three years!! Chris says I can come visit but its just not going to be the same without them!!
We've made arrangements for the girls to stay with Chris's dad but...my girls are so spoiled I know his dad will do a good job taking care of them but its not going to be the same level of care that they receive from me!! Plus we have to get a fence put up around his dads yard cause Mali is afraid of being put on a run!! Shes afraid of a lot of things including the dark she hates floaties in her water and dosent like to be cold!! Likes to be tucked in at night, has never slept without me!! Is afraid of loud noises, the broom and the vacuum!! Loves playing in the water but refuses to walk in wet grass!! Shes never met a stranger or a food she dosent like!! She also as a sensitive stomach and is on the bland diet at least one every two months and has allergies, in addition to a preexisting skin condition!!
Zada on the other hand is easy going. Very low maintenance she only has one quirk and that abandonment issues!! She doesn't like to be separated from Mali and needs a set schedule!! Any disruption of said schedule results in her acting out in order to cope!!
Not only is my life going to be turned upside down so is the girls, I just hope the next three years go by with out any snafu's!! I am really looking forward to going for the whole experience though!!
