patience1

So.. nobody really knows quite how to stab you in the heart and twist the knife like a woman.. good god. We're evil creatures, sheer evil. No seriously, I have no idea how this woman is so successful at making me feel like crap without even lifting a finger or seeming like she's trying to hurt me.. grr. So i'm like so over that. I tried that whole "let's be friends" thing, and it seems to be more of a "let's make Patience feel so unloveable and unwanted" thing.. and I really don't need that in my life, so I'm done with it. I deserve way more than that sort of shit. Fucking dating.. fuck.

Anyhow.. that said I'm feeling alot better. I'm doing all kinds of interesting stuff.. like my laundry.. and umm.. bringing home work.. and umm.. cleaning stuff. Seriously.. you working weekends people give me a call during the week and we'll do something. Not a stay out all night kind of something, but like a movie.. or something.. anything. I'm trying really hard not to be a work a holic and bring lots of work home with me, but it's hard not to when I 1. Have way too much work to do and 2. Have nothing better to do anyhow.

So save me from Workaholicism lol.

Anyhow.. that's about all from me for right now, I'm actually doing alot better than I sound really.. just had to vent.