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Monday Jun 12, 2006

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Yeah, that's right. Don't piss me off or I might knock a few pins down.



I fell in love with my best friend not long after I first met her, and it took me years to figure it out. Might have had something to do with the fact that she was a girl, and I was a still a hardcore Jesus-conversin' Christian at the time, but who's to say? Ever wonder how life might have turned out differently if you were who you are now... back then? I know there's no use in it, but sometimes I look back on my life as a garden of opportunities that I just completely ignored because I was too busy looking up... or getting wet in the rain. I spent a lot of time in the rain back then... I called it down and I killed my flowers. And then I would look at the sky like it was something I could blame. I tell you what, I'm glad I finally realized real life was down here. I wish I hadn't missed so many beautiful things along the way, but I've learned and now I'd much rather bury my hands in the dirt than wash them in acid precipitation.
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marge:
Hi!

I wound up here because Song told me I had to. And what she says, I do.

I really love your self-shot picture entitled "boots" -- sometimes I wish we had a section on here for Favorite Member Pictures.

Jun 16, 2006
jayde__:
Temp life is hectic. I'm only getting short term temp jobs, so I never know if I'm going to have something, and I know it's all really temporary. If I could land a long term temp job, I'd be happy, but no one ever gets past the looking at my resume stage. Overall, though, temp work has its perks. People might be mean to you because you're "just a temp," but you only have to deal with them for a short time. It's best to get along with people, but if someone sucks, just smile and know you get to get away from them soon. wink
Jun 17, 2006

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