Well, my life is a rollercoaster right now but yet I seem to be sitting back and watching it in slow motion. I've come to the realization that this is weird. I joined a lurkers group on myspace and it seems that the girls there love bashing on stupid guys. I wonder if they think of me that way. Am I a lurker? I'm starting to wonder. Let me just state one thing, your naked pics here are not why I'm here. I havn't looked at a photoset in so long that I question my membership here. I basically log on, then click on bookmarks and see if my "sgfriends" have posted anything. Currently my favorite girl here is diamond but I also have a computer crush on Melly and Marionette. Hell, I have computer crushes on all my girls on the friend list except Eva, I'm just too scared of her scorpio ass. Anyways, I'll probabley edit this tomorrow when I read it sober but I think this is how I feel, i might just let my membership expire and be over it. I've been spending way too much time drinking and staring at this computer, so long soft porn girls and masterbating male customers 