Well long time no journal. Funny I'm even a recluse online 
Kind of dating a girl, although I get the impression that she only likes me for my looks. I hear "huh, what are you talking about?" a lot, and the conversation doesn't exactly flow all the time. But it's been so long since I've actually met someone new that this might be normal. Plus I'm not sure if she liked the sex we had. We had been playing and teasing for 3 days and since we actually had sex she's been just different. It was probably too soon, but we were making out and things just got kind of hot and heavy and took on a life of their own.
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. I thought when I got married I wouldn't have to deal with this shit anymore.
Kind of dating a girl, although I get the impression that she only likes me for my looks. I hear "huh, what are you talking about?" a lot, and the conversation doesn't exactly flow all the time. But it's been so long since I've actually met someone new that this might be normal. Plus I'm not sure if she liked the sex we had. We had been playing and teasing for 3 days and since we actually had sex she's been just different. It was probably too soon, but we were making out and things just got kind of hot and heavy and took on a life of their own.
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. I thought when I got married I wouldn't have to deal with this shit anymore.
This is going to sound really stupid, but whatever. I think that often early sex is a determining factor in a relationship. I've had it where it's led to the relationship just suddenly dying in it's tracks, and I've had it where it's totally solidified the relationship. The sex itself isn't a big deal, just the way that the other person reacts to it afterwards, if that makes sense.
Anyway, if you're not feeling comfortable with her, then it's probably not a good plan to continue dating her. Things tend to be a little awkward at first, but not mid-sentence silence awkward generally.