parvan

My life just got shattered.


I was talking to my wife about an hour or two ago. We were discussing me going down to San Antonio to see her. She kept telling me that she wanted her brother to come down instead. She said we couldn't both come down because there would be no one here to take care of the dog. After a few minutes of this alarm bells were going off inside my head so I asked her if she was seeing someone. She told me yes. She then proceeded to tell me that she wants a divorce. I really don't know what to do. I have so much invested in this relationship, and this is all out of the blue.Two weeks ago we had a long conversation where we were talking about how lucky we were that we ever met each other.I really really want to hurt her. Not physically, but I want to make her feel some of the pain I do right now. I've been thinking maybe I should call her commander and tell him that she's not supporting her family and get her family housing allowance yanked from her check. I won't though. It would feel really good for about a week or so, then I'd feel like an ass.