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One of the sculpture professors from the University of Wisconsin Madison came into town last night. I got the call to hang out after I had planned to be in for the evening, but I went out anyway. I was aprehensive because I have never really talked with him much and those few times I did were not that pleasureable for one reason or another. Last night was ok, cordial and almost enjoyable. I do, however, appreciate the dirt I am privey to because I have graduated that was the best of anything he had to say.

Today we were in Chelsea looking at art, and when I was coming back on the subway, I left them early because they wanted to do the whole thing, which is just exhausting. Well, there I am sitting on the subway, listening to my iPod and this Matchbook Romance song comes on ( I love shuffle) that reminds me of her and I lost it. Fortunately I had my sunglasses on because I just lost it right there in the subway, in public. I think I cried all the way to my stop. I was so overwhelmed because I really miss her and I really love her and am not taking being apart from her very well. I just do not know what to do?