It is sunday and I am not doing anything. I slept late and made breakfast and I talked to my girlfriend and she told me something that disturbs me a little bit. She told me that last night she did adorol at work because it makes her a better hostess. Now there are a couple of things wrong with that statement one) is this not the first time? if so why had she not told me about it before? two) chemicals do not make you better at anything and three) pharamceuticals trade in that idea, making the weak person addicted and I thought that she was very strong person. Am I overreacting? Is it wrong to not want the love of my life to do these types of drugs? I mean they could lead to other things that "help" her at work cuch as coke, which in my mind is a deal breaker no matter how long we have put into the relationship and that scares me. I think most of this come from me being scared of the affect pharmeceutical companies have over us, especially in this instance because I love her so much.
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