parks

something's got me worried
it's below the surface
don't know how or why
I don't want to face it, I don't want to be confronted
will i see it comming
i'm afraid i'll be caught off guard
What is it like?
The longer it is put off the harder it will be
I'm afraid the shock will stop me
I won't be able to do anything, or worse I could have stopped it
I don't like the waiting or the anticipation
it's inevitable
What if I'm alone, What if I'm not the only one alone
it may be too much, it may be nothing
I'm worried, is all
is there a way to prepare?
that's the fear
I won't even have a chance
too much to handle, or a relief
is there anything to gain?
seems only a loss to me
it is unknown
there is no preparation
it is only know through expierence
there is no way to stop it