parke4001

Ok so I am a chickenshit lily liver! I will drive the hell out of my truck in snow and rain wind and most other weather conditions. Except... Black ice and freezing rain! I can not get my head around moving without my consent or control. When I am working, yes, I'ma bit of a control freak but that is because I'm responsible for 80,000 pounds (40 tones) of vehicle moving at a high rate of speed and when it decides to do something I'm not expecting it could be extremely disasterous, if not deadly for me my dog any of those other vehicles around me. So I ask you reader do I put myself into a position to possibly lose control? Hell no!!!! I stay where I am till the day time and go when I can see what's going on better and can see why and where I'm slipping or sliding and causing problems!! I guess the next thing is how do I deal with these problems and fears? Help!! Need to find a new way of calming down!!!