god have i been melancholic the last few days. really, no more romantic comedies after bedtime, they give me existential heartburn.
but speaking of romantic comedies, if you do find yourself at the arclight, be sure to check out the photographs downstairs right now. i have to go back and check the name of the artist, but she doesn't use models, but she photographs so...
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but speaking of romantic comedies, if you do find yourself at the arclight, be sure to check out the photographs downstairs right now. i have to go back and check the name of the artist, but she doesn't use models, but she photographs so...
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so i wonder about this thing called love. and i wonder if it really exists anymore, if it ever did. i sure know that what we are sold...well i know that anytime i have to be sold, their has to be something slight of hand, some kind of rip-off. sometimes i want to believe. i want to buy in.
but i dont really buy the...
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but i dont really buy the...
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taurus:
I was just reading a book and read "if we didn't feel the great emptiness and loneliness there would be no need for love to fill it." I never thought of it that way before, but when I feel my life is really full it's hard to fit love in. It's nice to reach a stage in life when you can finally see that maybe you don't want to be alone forever.
paralax999:
what a great quote.
it reminds me of a story my mom told me, about her first date after my parents' divorce. after telling this guy about all she had been through, he asked her if she thinks that she will ever love again, and she replied, "of course, i have to have love in my life."
and i guess i am coming to that stage of life you refer to. and i'm scared of it honestly. i'm scared of putting the heart out when so much love seems to fail these days. when so many people seem to be focused on the bigger better deal. when we seem to change so rapidly as individuals. and yet there it is. this desire to share a life with someone.
it sounds so cliche and barfy. and adulty.
it reminds me of a story my mom told me, about her first date after my parents' divorce. after telling this guy about all she had been through, he asked her if she thinks that she will ever love again, and she replied, "of course, i have to have love in my life."
and i guess i am coming to that stage of life you refer to. and i'm scared of it honestly. i'm scared of putting the heart out when so much love seems to fail these days. when so many people seem to be focused on the bigger better deal. when we seem to change so rapidly as individuals. and yet there it is. this desire to share a life with someone.
it sounds so cliche and barfy. and adulty.
time again to change. how did i end up here, in this place, naked, staring at a reflection of a reflection. i thought that i was done with all this shit, this self-finding crap.
i keep telling myself that i want a simple life, the one advertised on t.v., the one all my friends seem to find. you know the one, with the nicest gal...
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i keep telling myself that i want a simple life, the one advertised on t.v., the one all my friends seem to find. you know the one, with the nicest gal...
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see through the noise that you yourself are making, and you will find nothing, emptiness- and silence.
love and do what you will.
love slays what we have been,
that we may be what we were not.
love slays what we have been,
that we may be what we were not.
...stand up for the stupid and crazy, devote your income and labor to others, hate tyrants, argue not concerning god.
the kills at the el ray
shonen knife at the trubador (next weekend)
sun volt also at the el ray
september, may it kick august's puny ass.