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Ahhh!!! Fuck me runnin'!!!!
I just typed a huge journal update and completely lost it all because I got auto logged out for changing my alias! Damn it... well lets see what I remember...

I was basically just blabbing about how happy I am right now because I am almost positive that I will be moving to Denver at the end of the month. There...
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I don't know what to do anymore. I completely 100% quit. Women are so hot! I give up.

OK, so today I am horribly depressed. I feel like absolute shit. For the last two months I have been making plans to start in a cooking school at the end of August. This was going to be a HUGE move and involve me moving to Denver. I have been so excited to do all of this, but now I am getting really worried. At...
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Back from Vegas and miss it already. I think I need to move there!

Stella... I must never forget that name!

Vegas Bitch! Fucking Vegas!!!
God I love Vegas, and guess where I leave for Thursday moning... That's right! Vegas!!!!!

Let's play a game.

This game involves you (hot suicide girl reader and must be a woman!) flying to vegas this weekend. You find me at the hard rock hotel on Saturday (I will wear my SG shirt that day) and we will go off and...
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Oh my god... London! She is my in SG of the moment. Soooo hot. When I go to bed at night, my dreams are filled with someday finding someone that is that beautiful. Someone that everytime I look at I just shake my head in disbelief that some women can be so fantastic to look at that they give me funny feelings in my stomach...
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Don't forget... tonight season finale of 24, and House tomorrow!

Watched Braveheart last night. Damn I forgot how much I LOVE that movie. Too damn good!

Oh yeah, Went to Star Wars this weekend. I thought it was pretty good. It had some pretty crazy scenes in it. I was hoping it would be my favorite movie of all time... but darn. Only really liked...
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<Sigh>
<Shakes head>
The end

OK then. I just had a little computer scare, but I'm all better now.

Does anyone else find glaring differences when they look at themselves in the mirror compared to when they look at a picture of themself? I don't know how to explain it really. I know that some people just aren't photogenic and I have seen people like this through my own eyes....
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So many insanely increadible women on this site. It gives a loser like me hope that maybe... just maybe... Someday I will meet someone that is cool enough to date, and she just might happen to be hot enough to meet my unatainable physical beauty standards.
But probably not... So I guess I will just remain alone.