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Hooray... I have returned. My time back in Indy was absolutely great. I can't think how it could have gone any better. I got to spend several days with my best friends and we did what we do best... hung out. Nothing but hanging out. Well, ok we did go out one night with some of her volleyball friends, but the rest of the time we just spent at their house talking and just spending time together. God, it was fantastic and I am going to miss them soooo damn much.
The wedding was also fantastic. I got to see a few friends that I haven't seen in a while. I don't know what it is about weddings, but they bring something out of me. I LOVE being around all of my friends and just the fellings that are flying around the air are great. I spent quite a bit of time with two girls (one of which is now married, and the other is close to being the same) that I used to be on the edge of dating. Both of which I just couldn't bring myself to get serious about because they had certain "issues" that I just couldn't get around at the time. Well, one of these girls (the one who is not yet married) has changed quite a bit since the time when she wanted to date me. She basically no longer has the issues that were hold ups before. It really sucks because I like her boyfriend he's a really nice guy, but the last few times we have hung out I have had strong feeling creaping up for her. I don't meet women that I'm interested in dating very often, so it's kind of a big deal for me to feel this way. So obviously, I would NEVER do anything to disrupt the relationship between her and her boyfriend, but I'm just really curious to know if we could work out... I guess I will never know.
Well that's enough for the day. Hope any readers out there have a great day.